[ He does actually manage to sound nervous a bit. ]
Of course, I'd like to not. But it's hard to deny after five weeks that there's a certain pattern, and it's always that the name in the pyre always loses.
I'm okay with surprises though? I can appreciate a surprise...
[ He smiles, or so you think he probably does with that distortion, but it's still got that nervous energy to it. ]
Well... naught to do about it. It's hardly like I can just walk out through this fire and off into the fog, never to be seen again... I'll just have to steel myself.
...Sure! Sure. I can play courier. Maybe it's better for me to think of it that way anyway, you know. Death really is terrifying.
[ Even if his thoughts seem to be split in two, the surface one that speaks aloud, and another one that seems to deeply be against a continued existence. ]
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You're... going to die tomorrow, aren't you?
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[ He does actually manage to sound nervous a bit. ]
Of course, I'd like to not. But it's hard to deny after five weeks that there's a certain pattern, and it's always that the name in the pyre always loses.
I'm okay with surprises though? I can appreciate a surprise...
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At least it seems like all of this leads somewhere. Not just to... nothingness.
[ I wish I could see them... ]
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[ He titters, still nervous, but bright. ]
Maybe I'll find some fortunate news to, I don't know, send across the barrier of life and death?
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But that would be nice.
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Well... naught to do about it. It's hardly like I can just walk out through this fire and off into the fog, never to be seen again... I'll just have to steel myself.
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If you get to see the others, I hope you can tell them that I'm sorry, too.
[ For being a selfish child... ]
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[ Even if his thoughts seem to be split in two, the surface one that speaks aloud, and another one that seems to deeply be against a continued existence. ]